A plane just passed my wndow... Damn the prop is loud.
11.21 PM

flying quite low. I could see the green light (right wing)
Flying left to right.


This is kind of rare, because hardly anyone does nightflights here.

Feel so bad right now...






If I applied for A100, I might even get all unsucessfuls. I'm not in a position to comment.
Every single Med offer just makes me even sadder. I don't even know why.
Maybe this Chem Eng is just a cover up?




But it really hurts so badly...like deep down.
I don't feel anything if others get offers from top Unis like Oxbridge or any other course.


But an offer for Medcine...  any uni...
I can only say: the offer is theirs, nobody can take it away from them.

So many people switched from Medicine to other courses... but not the other way round.

I want it so much... But I can't get it.


I can reapply next year
I can apply as a graduate entry.


You think no one wants the course as badly as you?

I would favour:
Emergency medicine/ Anesthesiology/ Obstetrics- Gynaecology /Dermatology

It's really rewarding in my opinion.